Been a long time since I've posted.

I've realized an odd thing: I'm having difficulty getting things into my hands which are actually mine. I've ordered a new mattress to replace the one I have, but they won't give it to me until I manage to get a spot of dye off the old mattress. Through some idiotic sales behavior, the laptop I thought was ordered and on its way actually wasn't... I hear there's one coming now. A large paycheck was to be delivered to me by a friend, but it seems to have gone through 3 other friends' hands (who were being helpful messengers) on its way to mine; tomorrow I'm supposed to get it.

This is all feels odd and fairly frustrating.